I had a sudden urge to visit this little space of mine on the vast interwebs and was rather taken aback reading through my posts. One, because I sounded like an obsessive freak freaking out over her food. Two, because, omg. When will I ever kick the junk habit? And three, I feel kinda old.
Oh well – I am still studying now technically, so I guess it doesn’t make me that old yet.
But come next month, the real world beckons and embraces me. I have never been one for hugs and embraces, you know? It’s awkward, and in this case, it’s just plain sad. I think back to the times when I told myself I would never let the giant corporate machine swallow me up alive, and now that I think about it – am I really strong enough to counter everything?
Whatever it is, I just hope to make good use of the coming break, in exactly 6 days time. I can’t wait to be done with this phase of my life, yet I feel like I would much rather be in limbo than to take on the next stage. Anyway, these are the main things I want to do in the short break I have; nothing fanciful:
1. Read all that I can (Kindle is a-coming, yay)
2. Cycle, Run
3. Spanish
4. Family
That’s about all. No grand activity list – because I realize that none of the lists ever come true. Although, to be perfectly honest with you, I have a little to-do list for “after exams”. What – it’s just small silly things and errands okay!
Better be off to finish up the studying.
edit – After I hit the publish button, WordPress suggested for me to tag the post with “obsessive freak”. The Internet cracks me up. (And scares me as to how well it knows me!)
